If Only I Could Still be With u...

The day I first met you, 
Was the day I couldn’t even say “hi”
 Nor look at you straight in the eye 
And see you how you smile

... But time change since the day we met
.. And right now I’m at your side
Listening,talking and laughing with you..
Together that I always wish to be forever

..Every day that I see you 
I just can’t help it ... I just wanted to be with you always
, And to be at your side,  
Where I could always see you near me

.. To be at your side
..Where I always wanted to
... To listen to your problems 
.. Where I could always think 
, And say what is the right thing to do
... To make you laugh
 From every single tear
 that fell upon your eye

... But one thing I forgot to ask is that
 If your heart is already taken? 
If there is someone your heart belongs? 
If there is someone waiting for you?

 And then you answered “Yes there was”
.. I don’t even know what to say after of what I heard
.. I don’t even know what to think of what could have been
.. I don’t even know what to do even my mind tells me what is the right to do

... 
The one thing that I’m always afraid of
.. The one thing that even in my dreams I could never imagined
...The one thing that God tells me what to do was to walk away and not for me to be with you

.. If only I knew it from the start
, If only I could turn back time
, If only I was strong to face it
, Then maybe, just maybe…
I could still be with you even just for a single moment…=(