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Happy 19th Birthday 🎊🎊

Everyone has their big day once in a year..
AND YEAHHHH!! today i'm celebrating my 19th birthday !
I am so grateful for another year of my life! not forgetting with the blessed of GOD I have made a very good friend and family throughout my life :)
Thankyou for all the people who remembered me today by sending gifts and good wishes.
Thankyou for all the experience of this past year; for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for you, for times of joy when the sun was shining, for times of sadness which drove me to you.
Forgive me for the hours I wasted , for the opportunities I missed this past year. Help me in the days ahead to make this best year yet, and through it to bring good credit to myself, happiness and pride to my loved ones, and joy to you :)

Birthdays are a new start , fresh begginings, a time to start a new endeavors with new goals.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND MY TWINS ^.^

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2015!

Happy new year 2015! 

I love new years. I love the fact that i'll be leaving a whole year behind me, no matter if it was good, bad, or average. 

I like that kind of closure. I love this feeling of starting over again and having a fresh year ahead of me, filled with new chances, new experiences! 

2015! A new book with blank pages. Let's write a bestseller ! 

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Because only then will you be able to smile again!

You don't always have to pretend to be strong, there's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well.. 

You shouldn't be concerned about what other people are thinking.. 

Cry if u need to, it's good to cry out all your tears (because only then will you be able to smile again!) 

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Indescribable..

If there was anything more I could say about love

If I could talk about it anymore

If I could feel it anymore

If I could share my feelings about it any more

I guess I would say that love is….

Love is….

Well, that’s just that.

Love is truly indescribable.

Love is indescribable because

There isn’t one definition

Love can be terrible

Love can be beautiful

Love can be beyond the scope of our recognition

I’ve had love

I’ve lost love

I’ve witnessed love

And I’ve witnessed love losing

It’s all simply confusing

When I think about love

I don’t know exactly how to feel…

When I think about love…

First, I get the feeling of anger

Or pain and regret

Of sadness and lonliness

Despair…emptiness…

As if love took away everything

Left me vulnerable, pitiful….

Good for nothing

But when love is good, love is amazing

Love makes you feel like the top of the world

Love is the best feeling, heartbreak is the worst

But love and heartbreak go hand-in-hand

The greatest paradox of the universe

I’m often asked…why are all my poems about love?

Why are they so sulky? Why can’t they be fun?

I guess I’m just a heartbroken soul.

Heartbroken and in love. What a terrible role…

I’ll never understand why I’m so intrigued by love

Why I want it so bad…why I yearn for it so…

I guess it’s because I’ve experienced it.

I’ve had love

I’ve lost love

I’ve witnessed love

And I’ve witnessed love losing

So I guess it is confusing,

The reason why I want it again.

After seeing the pain it has caused

After feeling the pain that I am in.

But that other feeling, that other feeling

That comes from deep within

That euphoric feeling that love brings

That’s why I need it.

I guess I just need that feeling again.

That addiction, but rehab is not my friend

I just want that feeling again.

I want to feel love as if love has no end

And if I could talk about love

Or ever feel it again

I would say that love is…

An indescribable dead-end.

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Can't wait anymore!!

OMG! 

Time flies soo freaking fast, it's almost my final exams already. Two weeks left until the end of this term. I had a lot of fun times and it's nice that I could be able to do so many things that I've wishes to do it even before I came here, also get to know so many great people that made my day here become interesting. 

However it makes me learn how to look at people as well, that now.. I'm a bit tired trying to be friendly to everyone, cos not everyone deserve me being polite to them cos they're taking it for granted! 

Anyway, can't wait to go back to hometown! There's a lot of things that i wish to do, to EAT (of course! Can't wait anymore!!!!) , bestfriends & family that I wish to meet and hug!!! 

See you soon 😘😘😘❤️

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Stay Strong!

Of course you’re gonna get your heart broken. And it isn’t just gonna happen once, but a lot. That’s just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you’ll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it’ll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again.

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