This feeling....

My eyes hurt from crying, my hearts hurts from trying. I look so tired and worn out because inside i'm dying. I miss you, i need you, but i'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually i will stop thinking about you. I wish i knew. I feel broken and unwanted, like it was easy for you to let me go. I trusted you with everything, i let my feelings show. Someday i hope i can look back at this and say i was strong but only  i know I'm not....