Alone

I feel so alone sometimes. Whenever I have a close friend to talk to, they eventually turn away. Ignore me, not answer, whatever else. It breakes my heart, especially if this certain friends has been with me for three years.. and now their ignoring me.. like they just don't care :( :( And what hurts the most is the memories I used to hold so close to me. Now they are the memories which I want to forget forever.