Damn !! You ruined it BOY!!!!

Well, I am totally down.... A guy who I love and trust the most let me down.... 

Can you feel how it is?? sure not!!! Nobody knows how it feels especially you!!!!

it just like got a millions slices of knife... :'(

It could be called like a worst nightmare I never had for a very long long time :(

Boy, you just played that fun game, how it was???? fun right? ???of course!!!!

You just thought about your own, you never thought about me... 

Actually a guy who truely love his girl won't cheat on his girl,,, 

but you has ruined everything especially my trust and this heart :'( :'( 

Now nothing much you could say than sorry sorry and sorry!! 

You know that LOVE MEANS NEVER HAVING TO SAY YOU'RE SORRY!! 

Nothing much you could do than apologize.,,,

Please tell me how to forgive you,,

Please tell me how to trust you back like before!!! 

A proverb says " TRUST IS LIKE A PIECE OF PAPER ONCE ITS CRUMPLED, IT CAN NEVER BE PERFECT!!!

Absolutely right, I even dont know what to do now.., 

feel like to let it flow but it just not that easy... 

it will be much better if I could dissapear or amnesia so I no need to remember this all...!!

It's too hard to forget! Only tears could express how my feeling is right now,,,

I DON'T KNOW how long it will be...

I am tired enough, everything needs your ownawareness... :'( :'( :'( 

I just could live what it is now...

I do believe God has his own reasons behind this pain... 

Hopefully you could learn from your fault... 

This failure really made me powerless T.T